Maybe I Grow Up.

Assalamualaikum.

I used to spent my year writing in this blog. But this few years, I write less. It was not because I get busier (I did) but maybe I am actually a lazybum. Or maybe I grow up, which mean I spent my life in real rather that in blog. Hehehehe.

This year I spent my days observing, nurturing my patience, my courage, my skill, my knowledge and I found that I am so lacked in everything. They said we were too young to know all that, but I said I am too eager to learn to know.

Now, I am close to the end of my clinical year, inshaAllah, Neurology Department. I found that human brain and how they connected like a circuit is interesting. Stroke, brain injury, meningitis, autoimmune disease and so many more, they are things to learn. So many, so complex and so so so hard. But it was okay. Because it always gonna be okay.

Heee. Goodbye for now.









P/S= I can't wait to give more to this world in my way, in my career, and in my life. InshaAllah.

Catching Up 2014..

Assalamualaikum..

It's 2014 !! It's a new year *for my blog*.. hohohoho.. The time between this post and the last post, a lot of things happen. That lots of thing, most of them changed my life. Now, I am on my 6th rotation, Obsterics and Gynecology in Jakarta, Indonesia. For this rotation, I am back to the first hospital when I first started my coass, RSUD Koja. Life is so unique. The story written, I am back in Koja, my first teacher.. Hee..

Oh yes. I am doing good, alive, fatty and shining bright with a lot of kerenah manusia * I don't find a good word for it, pardon my bad english*

And we moved to another house, much smaller than before, but much hommy . Heee. We love our new home. My sister further her study in UK, and my mother is very worried that she won't get married. Since that, she been pushing marriage over to me. My childhood cousin and my 11 years bestfriend got married this year, but since I am coass-ing, I could not go. I got a nephew last year, so don't called my family, family perempuan lagi. We got testerone in the house ok. Hmmm.. What else ?

Now that, I came to this stage of life, I realize how much study in overseas require you to sacrifice  a lot of things, like the time with your family, bestfriends, in fact you know what, my niece and nephew don't even know me *crying*. This was what I lost, since I m studying away from our country. The price that I need to pay. Huuu.

But that not mean all bad, what  I earned from this, how much family meant to me, how much Malaysia is a place I want to live and for your information distance never separate us, it's us who make it distance*there are whatapp, line, kakaotalk and BBM now, so, santai aja*.

Ok. I think that all for my rumbling today. I'll make my pot pet pot pet next time. Heee..




p/s= They said that a doctor is cursed to read books her/his whole life, you know what I felt when I heard that, "Alhamdulillah, I love books, I love knowledge, and I love this carreer". Sofar, I found that this is the right path I had chose. No matter what happen, I wont stop. Pray for me that this feeling last forever. Heee..