Assalamualaikum
After so long, I think I just need to activate my writing mode.
Finishing ortho in another 1 week. Cant wait to finished it. Dont get me wrong, I love other posting just not ortho so far.
Cant wait for medical posting. I know it's busy,but cant wait to learn something else.
I always knew that this world, my working world is always a hard journey. My sister warned me, some other seniors said that too. But I believe, no matter where you are, you just always going to face hurdles. Some hatred, some disagreement, endless of sleepless night, panda's eyes, some anger, some disappointment, most were bad feeling. But as I always said, in so many things, there must be something good.
Why I love my job despite of being bullied sometimes, being angered at most of the time, loss chances of doing so many things in my life due to my job, and being a sleepy daughter most of the time at home, because of I just love to meet people.
I love when they talked to me, I love when my decision matters life and death (not most of them), I love to listen to their stories (each of them was different), most of other reason is that I love when I met them,they was so ill then get healthy again, when I can made a difference in someone's life. Called me crazy. I know.
I hope I can continue doing this. I pray even after I have so many other commitment in future, I still wont give up yet.
After 2 months in housemanship, my sister used to ask,"Dah menyesal belum jadi doktor? ", I smiled then said "Not yet".
After 1 year of housemanship, if someone asking me the same question again, my answer would still be the same.
I am a newbie in this world.
Pray for me. Please.
Thursday, December 1, 2016
Sunday, November 27, 2016
My Third Posting, Orthopedics.
Dear everyone and everything,
I am alive. Surviving 1 year of housemanship with Alhamdulillah. I am already in my 3rd posting, orthopedic.
I was never complained before. I hope no one read this because I am going to complain now.
Almost 4 months in ortho, finishing in another 2 weeks. But all I felt, I just dont like ortho, everything about it. The fracture, the diabetic foot ulcer, the sacral sore, the neurovascular, the OT, the plating. I am sorry, I dont like it at all. Sob sob sob. Forgive me ortho.
There was the time when I am working in Emergency Department (ED), due to lack of houseman in our posting nowadays,there were just 2 houseman in ED, if you are lucky, you going to have 3 ortho houseman in ED.Usually we were relax in morning then get flooded with patient in noon or night.
That was not the worse things, since ED was always busy and flood with patient. The worse thing was when you were so busy doing your job but then you forgot to do something else, you been asked by your superior "Do you want to be a doctor?" in bad way.
You dont know how much I fighted for this. You dont know what battle that I had to take just to get this.You dont know how much weight that I loss because of this. You dont know how much I want to hold onto this, just when everyone want to let go.You dont know that I was never imagine myself not being a doctor in my life.
Dear you, I want to be a doctor.
Okla. Whatever you said, I forgive you. Because I hope, one day when I be like you, when I say something bad (I hope I didnt mean it), I hope people will forgive me too.
Haish.
Sincerely from:
A lacking learning house officer who is really trying her best to become a doctor.
P/S: I really hope no one read this.
I am alive. Surviving 1 year of housemanship with Alhamdulillah. I am already in my 3rd posting, orthopedic.
I was never complained before. I hope no one read this because I am going to complain now.
Almost 4 months in ortho, finishing in another 2 weeks. But all I felt, I just dont like ortho, everything about it. The fracture, the diabetic foot ulcer, the sacral sore, the neurovascular, the OT, the plating. I am sorry, I dont like it at all. Sob sob sob. Forgive me ortho.
There was the time when I am working in Emergency Department (ED), due to lack of houseman in our posting nowadays,there were just 2 houseman in ED, if you are lucky, you going to have 3 ortho houseman in ED.Usually we were relax in morning then get flooded with patient in noon or night.
That was not the worse things, since ED was always busy and flood with patient. The worse thing was when you were so busy doing your job but then you forgot to do something else, you been asked by your superior "Do you want to be a doctor?" in bad way.
You dont know how much I fighted for this. You dont know what battle that I had to take just to get this.You dont know how much weight that I loss because of this. You dont know how much I want to hold onto this, just when everyone want to let go.You dont know that I was never imagine myself not being a doctor in my life.
Dear you, I want to be a doctor.
Okla. Whatever you said, I forgive you. Because I hope, one day when I be like you, when I say something bad (I hope I didnt mean it), I hope people will forgive me too.
Haish.
Sincerely from:
A lacking learning house officer who is really trying her best to become a doctor.
P/S: I really hope no one read this.
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