Shawwal 1434 H.

Assalamualaikum..

It's not too late to say Selamat Hari Raya Aidlfitri ! Hee.. A month pass, Ramadhan leave and here it come Shawwal. And I am still here in Purwakarta in my Pediatric rotation. Hee. I love pediatric and I love Purwakarta too. A lot of things happen, interesting things actually. Hee.

Well, this year, Aidilfitri in Jakarta. There's so much hurdles to face before the raya. The undefined holidays with the hospital and so on. But then, the result was so sweet. I spent my raya with my housemates. We just have us, and we played fireworks on the roof, we watched fireworks too on the roof too, called our families at that night and can guess how busy they were but then still put some time off to talk to you. For me, that's enough for raya. Even just that and just us, raya is close enough to perfect. I like it, even at first, it was sad. Eid without families, there were  never complete. But then, after close to four years with my housemates, we are families. That was different of course, but that was enough to me.

A happy birthday to me. Hee. For those who remembered and wished, thank you thank you thank you. Hee.

 Selamat Hari Raya Aidlfitri ! I am sorry from my deepest heart for everything that I did or things that I should do but I didn't, for everything that I realize it or not. Hee.  Taqaballahu minna wamin kum. ^^

 Huuu.. I miss my family..






P/S= Don't hope people to change, but changed yourself. That is a basic rules of the world.

Internal Medicine End...

Assalamualaikum..

My Internal Medicine station in Koja going to end in a few days. This is my last week here. Next... Pediatric in Purwakarta. I hate to say goodbye.. But, goodbye is a must for us, Koja.Thanks a lot for everything. For the lesson, for the patience and for everything. I am going to miss you a lot. InshaAllah. Heee..


Goodbye Koja and Hello Purwakarta...














P/S= Happiness is when you find even a smallest thing you could see is a bless, like the wind that blowing, like the rain that fall on your face, like the water on your feet and so on. Alhamdulillah. Heee...

Us

Assalamualaikum..

 

Zaman 2012.. Heee.. 

P/S= I miss you all ! *Love*

Graduation Day 2013.

Assalamualaikum..

Today is my graduation day or wisuda. But my study is not finish yet. My parents was not here, they couldn't come because of something something. But it's ok, internet is everywhere.

Six years ago, when I was wearing the rob for my graduation day in MRSM, I told myself that this was not real, nothing to be excited about. Then, six years later, I was wearing my rob for my graduation day today, I still felt surreal. Something is wrong with me. But then, it's good to wear beautiful cloth, meeting with friends after a month of coas and met their families.

Hee. Now, officially saya dah grad teori. Now, focusing on my clinical. This time I want cum laudee. InshaAllah. Hehehehe.

Kami dah graduate. Tapi clinical belum. ^^ Doakan.

P/S= I miss my family. *Sobbing*

Hi May !

Assalamualaikum..

I am back.. Welcome May ! My clinical year doing fine, which I prefer to say my practical year. For these few weeks, I had met so many diseases and patients, the ones that I thought only in the books. I have so may things to curious about and sooo many things to read about. Each patient I had met, I had read their history, without fail always awaken my curiosity. Each time I found the answers either through asking the doctors or through reading the books, I find medicine is so interesting.

Medicine is interesting, hospital is a school and my books are the patients. But still my phobia for needles and blood won't go away. My gosh ! I need a help. This week I had seen two pleural puncture procedures for pleural effusion and I can't help my eyes to get widen. So interesting.  

These few weeks also thought me how life is so fragile, and death is so near. How man is a fragile being. I can't help myself to pray that everyone I see in the streets would never see me in emergency room. I pray that the possible bad things will not happen to me or my friends and families.

So May, be good. So RSUD Koja, teach me like a curious toddler. Be patience with me ok because I love to learn so many things from you. Heee.

Who said medicine is hard ? Medicine is interesting ok. But tired. Hehehe.

My families will not come for my graduation's day. Huuu.. Poor me.. *sobbing*






P/s= I've met people with many characters, their pains, their cry, their hardest time losing someone, their acceptance toward family member death, their prayer and their joy. Those are new to me. Those are never written in the books. For those, I am grateful to be where I am now. Appreciation for health and family are so priceless and how Allah is so close now. Thank you for that. *Smiling*