Ok. Sungguh-sungguh ni. Saya berdebar-debar tunggu cerita ini. That why I never should watch the clip. That why I never watch it before. Now, I did and I get nervous. Sigh. Punya over Fatihah.
P/S= But I don't. My name is just Fatihah Anisah. =P
Friday, March 25, 2011
Exam And Exam.
Assalamualaikum
Last year, when my lil sister asked me, what if she takes the medicine course? I said 'You better don't'. It wasn't because I want to be the only doctor in the house but I just think that medicine is too hard for her.
Now, when she told me that she took the teacher profession as her first choice in applying for university, I was quite disappointed. I don't know why. Maybe because we two always has the same thought and taste, then when she chose another pathway, I was quite not used to it.
Ok. Why do I talk about this? Because just right before she told me she chose teacher, I want to be a teacher. Should I change my course now? *Hehehehe. Fatihah just kidding. Don't worry*. I am used to be a substitute teacher after my SPM and frankly speaking I love it. Hohohoho.
Why? Because I could threaten them with their exam's mark. There was one day, when I threaten this form 3 student when he tried to win over the chess game, we played in the class, I said "Kang saya potong markah exam awak". You know what did he replied to me, "Eleh cikgu, exam pon belum". Hahaha. Kurang asam punya budak.
Then, my father was very approved when she chose to be a teacher. *She's not sure to get it or not yet* He said, everyone want to marry a teacher. Sigh. Oh. My father was very agreed when I said I want to be a doctor too. Because he is just very supportive even if I say I want to be a cleaner, he still will say ok but as long as I know want I am doing and I have been thinking about it throughly.
Oklah. I should stop now. I have CSI waiting for me and of course my beautiful turquoise module. Oh. Congratulation to SPMer. You did a great job!
P/S= DNAs are destiny. We are all responsible for our own reaction- Dr. Ray Langston, CSI 11.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
The New Beginning.
Assalamualaikum
I am in my first week of my new semester, the fourth one. So, to be total up, I am have been here in Indonesia for one and half year. Quite long. Our holiday just ended last Sunday and I already miss it. I miss the TV, the Lepak and the naughtiness of my nieces.
The first Block for this semester is all about the diseases of muscles and bones, Muskuloskeletal-2. To be precise, this first week of the new block, we learnt about the diseases of manula (manusia usia lanjut), Osteoarthritis, Rheumatoid Arthritis and more.
I still remembered my Muskulosketal-1 block, I am so excited to hold on the real human's bones. The first thing that I did when I held those bones in my hand was to smell it. The smell of the human's bones that been exposed to the air and a little bit of muscle that stick to it like a grass, you would not like it.
Ahh. Time really pass by isn't it. I saw my cousin that I used to think that he was so cute when he was barely walk, become a man. I saw my sister, who not even went to the kitchen during her teenager age, now went for a cooking class. I saw my lil sister that used to weight around 48kg, now she gained around 20 kg just after the SPM and after she went to the matrix. Everything happened did surprised me a lot. And worst, I knew it happening but I just realized it now. I lost my common senses. Whatever Fatihah Anisah!
Enough with that. Jakarta is so hot and dusty nowadays. If you not open the windows or door, you will get stuffy but if you did, you get dusty. Either way, it's not good. Sigh. But it's ok. I love Jakarta anyway. But I love Malaysia more.
P/S= Can't I paused the time? Then, I play it back after I am ready?
Time is a live show. If I lost it, then it's gone. So, the answer is No.
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Make a Move.
Assalamualaikum
Sometime we wish we are the other person, the person who's better than we are now. And sometime we changed not because we want to, but because we want the others to see us, the way we want them to. I know that feeling, because I felt it.
When I was younger, I wished I be whatever I saw on the TV. One day, I watched a drama about lawyer and I want to be it. Then, the other day, I watched the police's drama, I hope I can be that too. Because they were totally cool and gorgeous. From the stage where I stand, being cool it all enough for me to be a better me. Isn't it? Cool? Gorgeous? I doubt it now.
For me now, being better is enough with be yourself who were learning from the mistakes that you did. Once you overcome it, you are better than yesterday. Yesterday and today will never be same anymore.
Oh. The things about we changed just because we want the others to see us, the way we want them too. It's tiring. Because human just wouldn't get enough. Being the other is tiring, being me is the best.
Why I would even talk about this? Haish. Trust me. This all about the movies I watched all this time. Don't ask me any. Because I didn't remember the name. But I remembered the thing that I learned....
Mengapa cari redha manusia padahal redha Tuhan itu lebih indah.
Sometime we wish we are the other person, the person who's better than we are now. And sometime we changed not because we want to, but because we want the others to see us, the way we want them to. I know that feeling, because I felt it.
When I was younger, I wished I be whatever I saw on the TV. One day, I watched a drama about lawyer and I want to be it. Then, the other day, I watched the police's drama, I hope I can be that too. Because they were totally cool and gorgeous. From the stage where I stand, being cool it all enough for me to be a better me. Isn't it? Cool? Gorgeous? I doubt it now.
For me now, being better is enough with be yourself who were learning from the mistakes that you did. Once you overcome it, you are better than yesterday. Yesterday and today will never be same anymore.
Oh. The things about we changed just because we want the others to see us, the way we want them too. It's tiring. Because human just wouldn't get enough. Being the other is tiring, being me is the best.
Why I would even talk about this? Haish. Trust me. This all about the movies I watched all this time. Don't ask me any. Because I didn't remember the name. But I remembered the thing that I learned....
Mengapa cari redha manusia padahal redha Tuhan itu lebih indah.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
My days.
Assalamualaikum
I told you before that I have become the 'Kaki TV' and the 'Kaki Buku'. I've stopped reading anything these days but I keep the TV one. Well, I watched the Gelanggang Raja Lawak, it's not that funny but it's quite entertaining. I found Zizan is so funny and Johan is quite crazy. Hee.
Recently, my mother brought us to her kampung in Penang just right after we took my lil sister from her matrix. It's been like years since I m not there.Whenever we passed any schools that my mother used to study, she will tell us a story about her school's life. The story that she told, we heard it like a hundred times. But it's ok since we have not hear it for a long time.
It's weird to imagine my mother in her younger age, when I always see her as she is now. It's weird too to know that she is almost in her 50's but she still remembered what happened to her and her kampung for almost 30 years ago. Long term memories.
Then, we left her kampung with my parents fight over the direction. They always do that. Sigh.
I guess one day when I am at my mother's age now, I will do the same. Not the fighting over the direction, but the reminiscing the old days.
Oh. Tonight is the first episode for CSI (Crime Scene Investigation) for season 11. And Justin Bieber will be in this episode.
P/S= I've stopped believing in magic when I knew that magic came with a lie and demons.
I told you before that I have become the 'Kaki TV' and the 'Kaki Buku'. I've stopped reading anything these days but I keep the TV one. Well, I watched the Gelanggang Raja Lawak, it's not that funny but it's quite entertaining. I found Zizan is so funny and Johan is quite crazy. Hee.
Recently, my mother brought us to her kampung in Penang just right after we took my lil sister from her matrix. It's been like years since I m not there.Whenever we passed any schools that my mother used to study, she will tell us a story about her school's life. The story that she told, we heard it like a hundred times. But it's ok since we have not hear it for a long time.
It's weird to imagine my mother in her younger age, when I always see her as she is now. It's weird too to know that she is almost in her 50's but she still remembered what happened to her and her kampung for almost 30 years ago. Long term memories.
Then, we left her kampung with my parents fight over the direction. They always do that. Sigh.
I guess one day when I am at my mother's age now, I will do the same. Not the fighting over the direction, but the reminiscing the old days.
Oh. Tonight is the first episode for CSI (Crime Scene Investigation) for season 11. And Justin Bieber will be in this episode.
P/S= I've stopped believing in magic when I knew that magic came with a lie and demons.
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