Raya Datang Lagi.

Assalamualaikum

They say destiny is a funny thing. The one you expect to be somebody today could end up to be someone else tomorrow. And for every choice that lead them toward that destiny, the only thing that I can do is happy and praying for them. Hehehehe. Well. Future is never ours.

Aaahhh.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri ! It is not that late right? Hee. Well. This Aidilfitri I did things that I should have before. Visit families and friends. The old friends and the long lost family members with a smiling heart.

Our little girl who growing fast now, Qaseh.


We all end up to be here one day. Soil will be home for good or bad. It's time to reap what they sow. Hi Tok Ayah.You were gone when mama was a young girl in your sujud. Do you know me?

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri !

Semester 7 start now. The last semester before the clinical year. Please be focus Fatihah Anisah.




P/S= What can I ask more when You gave me the best. Families, friends and even the air that I breath. Thank you my Lord.

A Question I Never Forget.

Assalamualaikum..

You know, there was a moment in your life when that happen, you know that you need to grow up. When you realized, this is a serious business.

My moment when someone asked me a question two years ago, "Maktam, kenapa kita kena solat?". I was really not know how to answer this question to 4 years old girl. Not know or simply don't know. I am confused. I was so young at that moment, then I said "Sebab kita orang Islam wajib solat", she asked me back "Wajib itu apa?". Speechless again.

To simply answered that question I learned a lot. Looking back to my niat, is it my solat simply because everyone did it or because of Allah. Then, I was wondering,thinking the answer to that question. Fixing myself in life.

(Oh, this is Aimi. Hee)

Because I hope when my niece asks me again that question, this time I am well-prepared.

And I am so glad, she asked me that question. Because like I said before, everything within her world she always want an answer, and the question she asked, make me learned life just like she did.



P/S= "Maktam, solehah itu apa?". *Senyum*

Holiday Is About To End.

Assalamualaikum..

Holiday is about to end. *Crying*. Like usual, I don't want holiday to end.

Now, I am 22 (not officially yet) but ever since I was a kid, things that my siblings and I cannot resist about my mother is her ability to tell a story. Well, maybe not an ability, an efforts. I grew up listening to her story. Not the one in the books, but the one that she made it up herself. When she told a story everyone listened even my father. And of course I pretended like I did not *I am a big girl ok*. I thought it just me who pretend, but later on I realized that even my lil sister did that. Hahaha. My time passed, my sibling's time passed. Now, the story time is for her grandchilds. But, I still listened and participated just like before but this time, silently.

Sigh. I don't want to go back to Jakarta.


P/S= For those who getting married. Hikhikhik. We often saw in the movies or dramas that a happy ending always ended with marriage. Well, in real life it's not. In real life, marriage is only a beginning and the ending, we never know. But we can hope and pray for a happy ending which is Jannah, InshaAllah. So, congratulations ! Hikhikhik..



Why oh why everyone is talking about marriage? Even my neighbors who came by. *Tepuk dahi*.

Raya 2011.

Assalamualaikum

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. I m not that late right. Hee. This raya, I spent like 70% at home. Since I have no kampung *my kampung is my house*, we spent it by waiting for others to come to this little-not-so-kampung. This time, the raya was celebrated so moderately. We still have ketupat, rendang ayam, serunding, lemang, kuih raya, kerepek, nasi tomato, nasi laguni, daging masak hitam, dan ayam sambal, of course. Hee.

I don't really remember when was the last time I m riding a motor with my father. Of course, I m at the back. Last night, when we did, it's reminds me of the old days. The day when my father sent me to school, still the same motor for the past of 13 years, the same 40 km/h speed or even slower, the same man and the same girl. Just in the different year and no more kain biru sekolah. Hee.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitiri. Maaf Zahir Dan Batin. *Ye, saya memang anak bapak*

Hi. My Name Is Aliya And Im Teethless.

Assalamualaikum

The teethless Aliya..

This is a conversation is in between maktam and Aliya. Oh. This conversation only restricted for those under the age of 6. For those who above 6 please don't get the 'Sigh'.

Maktam= Aliya, cuba buat bunyi kucing.

Aliya= Meowww, meoww

Maktam= Bunyi katak.

Aliya= Reebbbiiit, rreeebbbiiittt. *sambil lompat macam katak*

Maktam= Bunyi burung.

Aliya= Chip, chip, chip.

Maktam= Hmm.. Apa lagi eh? *Sambil fikir*

Aliya= Maktam, maktam. Aliya tau macam mana bunyi pasar malam.

Maktam= Haa. Macam mana bunyi pasar malam, maktam pun tak tau.

Aliya= Macam ni. 'Dua seringgit, dua seringgit, macam-macam ada. Beli beli. Dua seringgit dua seringgit'

Maktam= Ooo.. Betul juga. Sigh. =_=


This is a conversation is in between Aliya and Ibu. A warn has been given above ok.


Aliya= Ibu ibu, Kenapa perut perempuan itu besar. Nampak macam nak meletup.

Ibu= Ooo. Dalam perut perempuan tu ada baby.. Sebab itulah besar.

Aliya= Hmm. Ibu, Aliya kasihanla dekat baby itu.

Ibu= Awat Aliya kasihan kat baby tu?

Aliya= Yala. Aliya kasihanla kat baby tu, sebab mak dia makan dia.

Ibu= Hahahah.



P/S= An early Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.. ^^

I Learnt That.

Assalamualaikum

I think the hardest thing in my life so far is that I m trying/learning to be a doctor. The learning process is undeniable a challenge that you must face, then when I give it a thought, it wasn't just the process, but also the responsibility that you hold when somebody's life is in your hand.

This early morning, I never thought that I would be thinking like this, not until my father told me something that scared me the most. When he was younger, he was admitted to hospital. There was a little boy who was talking and laughing happily with his friends right in front of my father's bed. Then, a MO (Medical Officer) came and gave him (the boy) a medication. Right after the medication injection, the boy was unconscious. There were doctors running back and forth to save the boy but he ended died.

The way my father described it, if only the MO didn't come to give the injection because the boy was laughing with his friends so happily..

That scared me. How somebody put their life in your hand and you end up fail. It is ok for you to fail but to the one that betting for life and death, it wasn't a game.

I believe that MO really did his best to improve the boy condition but the unexpected thing did happen. I don't know what was wrong actually because my father did not know either. Hee.

And I was thinking, if the boy was alive maybe he will a father or even a grandfather just like my father is.



P/S= You know, you can feel it when someone who is very dear to you are leaving. It's called a hunch.

The Girls.

Assalamualaikum

I m homed for 2 weeks now. Hee. Life is so great.. Look at this two, and you know I m telling the truth. =P

Aliya

Aimi

P/S= I think I spent too much time looking for something, but then I forget that actually, it's right there, it just me who donot open the window.

Good Luck !

Assalamualaikum

I said before that my sister chose to be a teacher for applying for university and I am not sure whether she get the course or not. But one thing for sure, she got the Forensic Course in USM ! Which is my master target.. And of course since I love Forensic, I told her to go for it. Since she is so clueless with her future, I think she'll listen to me. Hahahaha. Innocent lil sister.

At first, when my mother said that she got the course, I was yelling hard. No way ! But then, after not so long thinking, it's good to have my lil sister to study Forensic, in case I change my mind in future *I change my mind a lot*, at least I know that she's be the one who continued my dream. =P

Anyway, good luck Farah *If you choose to accept the offer*. I hope you will become a good Forensician, and of course as long as you wear that tittle in your name, I'll be the one who always jealous with you. Good luck !

P/S= 6 days to go before I say 'Hi motherland' ! ^^

Happy Exam ! Again..

Assalamualaikum

Block 16 did tough and lazy too. I m fighting for my Block 17-Hepatobilier, (Please take care of your liver Fatihah) now. Not too busy but lazy. Mother said the medicine for M, Malas is also M, that is Mati. Can my mother not be so harsh? hehehehe.

Well. She's coming to Jakarta next week. But I am so busy with my Integrasi 1, I hope the exam's date not going to change one more times, I had enough with those changes schedule. I can't plan for anything because of it.

These days, I watched some drama, there was a part where a father married away his daughter to a guy. And that father was sad. So cute. It reminds me to the day when my oldest sister got married, my father cried when he hand over my sister's hand to her husband that evening. It was my first time I saw my father cried. I was so confused that day and I can't stop looking at him, when he realized that I did that, he wipe away his tear.

I think I could understand it now. He just gave away his used little girl. See. I grown up now.

P/S= Who said a father is Jiwa kental keras rock. I see none in my father.

Thank You.

Assalamualaikum

Dear mama,

Thank you. Thank you, for been there. Thank you for lending me your ears when I have a lot of things to say. Thank you, for every caring thought about a very tiny thing that a lot of no one notice. Thank you for saying that everything is ok when I really feel that it is not.

Thank you thank you thank you.

And a lot of thanks for saying that my failure never failed you. That's all I need.

P/S= Trillions of thanks will never repay you..