The Things I Left Behind.

Assalamualaikum..

It's been so long. Is not that I am busy, but as usual because of I am lazy to update this blog. There's so many things happened lately. But I won't tell you. It's my secrets. Yeay. I am a cheapskate.

So far, I hope I could do so many things, and I hope I didn't do a lot of things. I hope I could finish everything I left halfway because I am too afraid to face the obstacles when I was young.

I am trying now. I am trying to catch up everything I left behind. Yes. I am a bit late. But better late than never right. Yosh Fatihah Anisah !




P/S= You know, I am not afraid to go through this pathway eventhough it going to be hard because I know everything I do because of Lillahitaala..

I Miss Home.

Assalamualaikum..

Rumah Terbuka

Makan-makan

P/S= You'll reap what you sow...

My Beautiful Prison

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Semester 5 is an epic story of my laziness. Yes. An epic of laziness. I've never been this lazy. I don't know what was wrong with me. This second block (20th), prove it that I am lazy even without my laptop.

Maybe they were right when they said that lazy is a prison, a luxury one. A very bad prison. It's keep me lock up until I am not even realized that I am actually locking. Not until I get my result. I need to be a fighter against my laziness, against my comfortably zone, against my beautiful prison and most important thing against myself.

So, Fatihah Anisah go go go !

P/S= No matter how many sea and beaches I go, I still think that ocean is a remarkable Allah's creation. How they are so unpredictable, magnificent and mysterious. You can be the one that explore through them and within a second you are just a weak human being. And most important thing, whenever I see the ocean, it is something that you can never be recreated and that feeling is undescribable.

A Week Of School.

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It's been so long since I updated my last entry. Hohohoho. Well. I've started my third year in medical school with ponteng on the first day, raya's mood.

My new wish for the new semester before coming back to Jakarta, I left it in the bag to be unpack. I've unpack my bag but not my spirit. Lazy lazy lazy lazy. I don't know what to do with that feeling and that word. If only we have a medicine for that.

Let's not talk about lazy. It's boring. Well. I am on my 5th semester. I am still don't believe that all this years, I've been through about 4 semester already. 4 semester equal to 2 years. Well. Not that long. But for your information, I am really clueless about what I've been study. Sigh.

Oklah. I am lazy to study, I am lazy to do my assignment, I am lazy to open my eyes. Yes.. I am a lazy girl. =P

So. Block 19 (Cardiovascular system), please be an easy block ok. Because I am lazy. *Mak, tolong ! Anakmu malas*... Hee.

P/S= Why history is so interesting eventhough it can be a little bit boring? Because it's a story, just like a movie but this time it's a true story.

Raya 2011.

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Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. I m not that late right. Hee. This raya, I spent like 70% at home. Since I have no kampung *my kampung is my house*, we spent it by waiting for others to come to this little-not-so-kampung. This time, the raya was celebrated so moderately. We still have ketupat, rendang ayam, serunding, lemang, kuih raya, kerepek, nasi tomato, nasi laguni, daging masak hitam, dan ayam sambal, of course. Hee.

I don't really remember when was the last time I m riding a motor with my father. Of course, I m at the back. Last night, when we did, it's reminds me of the old days. The day when my father sent me to school, still the same motor for the past of 13 years, the same 40 km/h speed or even slower, the same man and the same girl. Just in the different year and no more kain biru sekolah. Hee.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitiri. Maaf Zahir Dan Batin. *Ye, saya memang anak bapak*